As I write these little posts I know that some might not appreciate my poor style of writing nor my oft round-about veiled points. I understand that. I wish I were more proficient at expressing the point and in a less convoluted way. At this point I can only put down what I have. I can only put it down to the best my current ability. Take it and find the crumb of blessing, or leave it and forgive my offense. I am round-about because that is the way I am wired. If I am vague it may be because I think that if you, the reader, really want understanding then it is better to make you think it through. I want to rely on the actual understanding not to come from my skill but from the holy spirit’s application to your heart. Let’s see if we can find God in spite of all that may work to the contrary.